“All of creation evolves.
Life eats itself.
Energy is never created or destroyed it moves from one form into the other.entropy.”
I thought this when I was pushed for the answer on what I should do about projects at work. Weary from multitudes of meetings and deadlines with legions of clients- all of it spanning double digit time zones. In the middle you have the hard working team- juggling it all, working in the business, and trying to do the mandatory year strategy working on the business...Then, out of nowhere the surprise addition of my own personal life trials where in I had to figure out residence issues, less than a week from Christmas a challenge when I had already paid my rent till February...
Worrying about the bottom rungs of
Maslow's Hierarchy of needs in the space of seconds your life shifts from self actualization to fight or flight response leaving you out and forlorn - reduced to grasping at straw as it floats by on the cool winter wind.
The ability to look at myself in third person brings me out of my arrogance into something much much more sureal...brutal truth and through it lessons in humility as I am a mere mortal man capable of so many mistakes. At the end of the day, I am the perfect manifestation of my life’s energy. I am the summation notation of every choice and step I have ever made.
I am the Disney Concept - always forward.
I had strep throat my immune system was really run down, the Doctors said the work schedule, lifestyle and stress.
This month-few-weeks-past-days blended together often with little sleep conversing all night working with clients in North America. My dreams blink. My life has been a maelstrom of activity, new babies born to friends who have just lost their jobs, friends leaving the country, new ones arriving all in all this is epic...a nexus of sorts, an epicenter of change.
I mean I had a pretty rocky two weeks, all of a sudden a lot of inter personal stuff but somehow by the Grace of God, it did not stop the momentum or cripple me. Perhaps that, or I was numb with work. I am so exceptionally busy that its really hard to loose it, but I do no look in a mirror to compliment myself, rather I am looking out the window to my colleagues who have pulled through and done what they needed to. Without this kind of team, this synergy, this energy, I don't think it would be as amazing as it is to work on what we are doing with Desire Mesh.
When I seemed pretty low- it was then that the Universe, my Creator, God or what have you -threw more people in my life complaining in victim hood on how unfair life really is.
That was like a slap in the face to wake up.
I quit feeling sorry for myself and I realized the axiom:
Think about it, we are only victims in our minds.
Everything is perspective. Why accept mediocrity?
As a Man Thinketh in his heart so is he.Good enough is the enemy of greatness. Why am I settling?
I want to change the world.
Seriously, more than ever I want to change the way people think. What will it take to get out of the Poor Me Mindset? Poverty is a sickness, it starts with the mind, a cancer of hopelessness it eats the spirit and wears you down.
Whatever a man or woman can dream they can do. They must begin it.
And stick with it.
dunno thoughts I thought I would randomly blog today.
